You were my world for so long, and now you’re gone and I’m left with nothing. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? Yeah, I do some harmless flirting with some girls, not big I swear, just enough to get my mind off of you, but at the end of the day I can’t do anything but think of you. Your smile, your laugh, the way you walk, the way you talk, those weird noises you make, I think about everything you did that made me love you for you. It’s fucking pathetic. It’s pathetic because you’re over me, you’ve been over me long before the relationship even ended. I knew it too, in the bottom of my heart I knew you were moving on slowly with each passing day, but I was too stubborn to end It for myself before I got my heart broken because I was just so in love with you… I’m such a fucking idiot. To actually think someone would stay loving me…
Never making that mistake again.
